The Beginning (1): The Most Imperfect thing About Marriage

Believe it or not, I dreamed of a family since I was a kid, a home that glows yellow lights, looks warm and cosy. So when I finally prepared to get married, I was overjoyed. BUT there were some things about marriage made me uncomfortable, among them was raising children.

I didn’t like kids, even hated them. Especially most kids nowadays are horrible creatures, knowing nothing about manners. I thought I would never have child before I was fully prepared, because I couldn’t stand to see my child/children was/were loathsome. The question was: how long would it take to be fully prepared?